Exactly a year ago I had a bump.
Exactly a year ago I was 4 months pregnant.
Exactly a year ago I had a 2.5 year old full of life and questions.
Exactly a year ago I was a Mummy to one with another on the way.
Exactly a year ago I was without Matt who was away on business.
Exactly a year ago I was missing him and hormonal.
Exactly a year ago I awoke like it was just another day.
Exactly a year ago I realised the day would be with me forever.
Exactly a year ago I went through so many tissues.
Exactly a year ago I couldn't stop crying for a couple of weeks.
Exactly a year ago I walked into the veterinary surgery with my dog.
Exactly a year ago I walked out of the veterinary surgery without my dog.
Exactly a year ago I had to make one of the toughest decisions of my life.
Exactly a year ago I had to have my dog put to sleep.
Exactly a year ago I missed Betty like crazy.
A year on. I still miss her.
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| Betty Dogface enjoying Bamburgh Beach |
NOTE: I just wanted to mark the year anniversary of us losing Betty on my blog as she was a big part of my life. It's not something I will do every year but it was such a tough time being pregnant. Thanks again to all those who supported me last year.
19 comments:
Oh sweetie, can't imagine how sad that day must have been. Thinking of you x
Those anniversaries can be so hard :( Thinking of you x
I can't believe it's been a year already, I remember your post vividly. Such a lovely picture of her :-) Big hugs xx
A beautiful post, I think there is every reason for you to write this post, huge hugs xxx
Oh no :( Sorry for the unpleasant anniversary. Pets are so very much a part of the family that it's utterly devastating when they leave us. And it always seems so much worse when you have to take the decision to end their lives (and suffering) for them. Much love xX
oh wow I can't believe that was a year ago....thinking of you x
Sending you hugs xxx
Hugs () I've been there :( I remember you posting about Betty and about how MC dealt with her passing with her photo in a frame. She'll be waiting for you at the rainbow bridge x
Oh...:(...very sad. What a great pic of Betty. She looks so happy :)
Aw thanks. She was happy - she practically had the whole beach to herself. Good times :)
Thanks, once again, for the hugs xx
I know! Crazy right? Doesn't seem like a year at all x
Thanks lovely. I think it was made all the more awful for me being pregnant and also having a 2 year old with me as I had no-one to have her. Her questions on why we had left Betty at the vets still choke me up now xx
Aw thank you Kara. I just wanted to mark it on my blog as she was part of our family xx
Thanks Hannah. Crazy isn't it that it was a year ago? Time flies eh! xx
Thanks C. It wasn't so hard but I do remember it like it was only yesterday and I think, at the time, was made all the more awful being pregnant and having MC with me too xx
Thanks Vicki. It was pretty awful. Being pregnant and having MC questioning why we left Betty at the vets (I had no one to babysit) was just utter hell xx
Oh Heather I thought this was coming up but didn't want to ask.
Such a beautiful photo.
Big huge hugs. I don't think it ever gets easier xxxx
RIP Betty! You made me well up, i hate to think of anything happening to Mr Woof.
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